— its when others always try to steal your partner, but still… your partner always choose to stay with you.
Sad thing is that he just let her steal him away from me. What is even sadder it seems like he wanted to be stolen. But I guess I can’t say your mine now, since your with someone else. The person who took you away.
because you don’t find it important I don’t want to try telling you if your just going to do somthign else or avoid it or not even talk about it.
Yeah you tell me to tell you whats wrong, I pour out my feelings to you, I asked are you busy, I made sure you weren’t and yet you can’t just respond. I’m sitting here tiring not to cry while thinking about all the things I tried to forget and hide. You asked, so why can’t you be a little respectful and actually pay attention and answer. I don’t want to sound mean but the fact that your not really listing while I’m telling you something completely important to me and your doing other things like it’s nothing, it’s fucking about you to. Whatever, kinda why i didn’t want to start because I feel like your not taking it seriously at all.
I want to be that girl that at least one decent guy can’t stop thinking about.
since I lie to myself just so that I may lie to everyone else. Saying that I am fine and finally over you; you know, some of my closest friends know and deep inside I know that I am not fine and I’m not over you. I miss you and if I actually thought about it and didn’t try to avoid thinking about it every second I would be crying all day everyday. I miss you and I want you back. < /3
I want to say one more thing, but you already know, so I don’t need to say anything. Because you have a girlfriend and you probably tell her that every second of the day. Whatever I guess.
IS NOT INTO ASIAN GIRLS, BUT IS INTO WHITE GIRLS. -_-; -sigh-
every time I see the number 69 I still laugh like crazy.(:
AND I CAN’T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. -_-;
I’m tired and sweaty and its time to hit the shower.(:
I have a busy day today. -.-;
but I have to go to the eye doctor. ]:
LIKE SERIOUSLY. Did everyone like get together and planned that today would be like get Yenni from the back they and were like “look there’s Yenni, CHARGE CHARGE CHARGE!” -.-; Everyone today was like picking me up and thorwing me around when I was turned around. But the whole Jeffery thingy was weird, o.o
He held me from the back. o.o So strange.